I slept horribly last night.
I don't know what it was but I had a bunch of weird dreams, and then like at 2:30 I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep for almost an hour. And not that I lay there in the calm and quiet for fifty minutes pondering the meaning of life. I mean that I lay there in the dark and proceeded to panic about everything that had ever gone wrong in my life... ever. It was terrifying. Mostly because I THINK I'd start to doze off and another thought would come and... yeah. Seriously uncool.
Plus, I had one REALLY vivid dream that Lani was trying to message me all night. Like, on IM. But AIM/Gmail was all funky and I couldn't get her messages. It gave me this frantic/panicked feeling.
I'm all icky this morning now. I hate having dreams I don't remember.
I don't know what it was but I had a bunch of weird dreams, and then like at 2:30 I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep for almost an hour. And not that I lay there in the calm and quiet for fifty minutes pondering the meaning of life. I mean that I lay there in the dark and proceeded to panic about everything that had ever gone wrong in my life... ever. It was terrifying. Mostly because I THINK I'd start to doze off and another thought would come and... yeah. Seriously uncool.
Plus, I had one REALLY vivid dream that Lani was trying to message me all night. Like, on IM. But AIM/Gmail was all funky and I couldn't get her messages. It gave me this frantic/panicked feeling.
I'm all icky this morning now. I hate having dreams I don't remember.
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